So many years ago
I confessed and prayed
The reality of my condition
And the errors of my ways.
I lifted my shameful head
And gazed into the sky.
Not knowing what to expect,
But the status quo must die.
Then the Father of Lights
Unveiled the Prince of Peace.
The Spirit cradled my soul
And made my blind eyes see.
He showed me a different love
Of undeserved forgiveness.
Undeniable proof at the cross -
A sacrificial and faithful witness.
He’s revealed His character -
Especially in suffering and pain.
Giving a peace and a hope
That’s impossible to explain.
Even after all these years
Of my rebellion and pride,
He’s been true to His promise
Of never leaving my side.
Forgive me for my selfishness,
And thank You for Your grace.
Help me to fully surrender
To the wisdom of Your ways.
May the world see that Your love
Is what they all truly need.
Your truth provides a foundation
We can stand on and believe.
So, my God, please put to use
That prayer made years ago.
May the changes You’ve made
Reveal a God who can be known.
Thank You for not giving up
On Your flawed adopted son.
I look forward to serving You
Until I come before Your Son.